Sooo much has changed...

Wow, so I haven't updated in a little over 2 months and SOOOOOOOOO much has happened since then.....
So I finished up the worst emotional semester ever! I was so thankful to be done and so proud of myself for making it through. I felt that I had come a long way and had established myself in Kennesaw somewhat.
Then I went home for Christmas break and totally relapsed!! I went into hardcore depression! But I got on some medication and I finally accepted the fact that I was depressed, it is going to hurt, I'm going to have to be sad for a little while, and that was OKAY! I think allowing myself to be "down" or feel "defeated" is really hard for me. But I did make it through the break. It was a very weird break... I didn't want to buy gifts, I didn't care about Christmas, I hardly saw anyone, I just spent a lot of time alone and trying to help myself get better.
Then I came back to Kennesaw and had a week off of school because of that crazy snow storm! Which ended up being the best thing for me because it allowed me to focus on school and start getting ready for the semester.
So then the semester started... I'm taking 18 hours and still recovering from depression. I think I've done fairly well so far! Things aren't completely back to normal... a few things from my past have come back and are causing difficulty. But with the help of my awesome friends, I am getting through. I have finally established myself in Kennesaw and I'm loving that! It only took me a 1 year and a half! haha! But I have made awesome friends here. Things are still constantly changing, life is still hard and confusing, emotions still get the best of me somedays... but I'm making it!S