"I'm okay, it'll be alright again"...

Well, it's true... time does heal all wounds. Everyone kept telling me that but it's hard to believe when you're struggling. I am doing much better, I think it certainly has to do with time, maybe even my bad memory lol, and also because of everyone who was there for me. It's hard to believe I am almost through this semester. Certainly the most emotional semester so far. It's also a little sad to think of how much time has gone by, its crazy how fast time flies. This has certainly been a process and still is, but it has gotten easier. I keep thinking I'll wake up one day and be done with it... but it doesn't work that way and I'm glad I'm getting to experience that. It takes baby step, it's not all or nothing the way I'd like for it to be. But you know what, I am thankful for this struggle. I have already learned so much and I can slowly see the good that is coming from it. This forced me out of my comfort zone which has forced me to do things I wouldn't usually do. That is helping me find myself and growing me as a person. Most of the time amazing things can come from stepping out of your comfort zone but you have to embrace it and be willing to let it take you where it needs too. Life is about changes and experiences... it makes us who we are. I still have my bad days, but I'm thankful for how far I've come so far. I know I still have hard days and more recovery ahead of me, but I'm looking forward to all the good that'll come from it. :)

Little Miss by Sugarland

"Little Miss done on love,
Little Miss I give up,
Little Miss I'll get tough, don't you worry 'bout me anymore

Little Miss checkered dress,
Little Miss one big mess,
Little Miss I'll take less when I always knew so much more

It's alright, it's alright, it's alright,
Yeah, sometimes ya gotta lose 'til ya win,
It's alright, it's alright, it's alright,
It'll be alright again, it'll be alright again

I'm okay, It'll be alright again, I'm okay (okay) It'll be alright again, I'm okay

Little Miss do your best,
Little Miss never rest,
Little Miss, be my guest, I'll make more anytime it runs out

Little Miss you'll go far,
Little Miss hide your scars,
Little Miss who you are is so much more than you like to talk about

It's alright, it's alright, it's alright,
Yeah, sometimes ya gotta lose 'til ya win,
It's alright, it's alright, it's alright,
It'll be alright again, it'll be alright again,
I'm okay, It'll be alright again, I'm okay (okay) It'll be alright again, I'm okay

Hold on, hold on, you are loved, are loved

Little Miss brand new start,
Little Miss do your part,
Little Miss big ole heart beats wide open, she's ready now for love

It's alright, it's alright, it's alright,
Yeah, sometimes ya gotta lose 'til ya win,
It's alright, it's alright, it's alright,
It'll be alright again, it'll be alright again
I'm okay, It'll be alright again, I'm okay (okay) It'll be alright again, I'm okay,
It'll be alright again"