Well I heard back from Kennesaw State University on Friday and I got accepted!! I was so excited I cried. Mainly because I was relived to finally have an answer and surprised I got in!
Now that the shock is over and reality has sunk back in I'm starting to have a hard time. Now I'm not doubting going to KSU but I have a fear of the unknown. I have it so good in Auburn. I have been VERY blessed to have met such incredible people and form the relationships I have. And being a part of BCM no matter how frustrating it can be sometimes, it's my home away from home and it means so much to me! I had such a rough 1st year of college and then at the end of that year I met all the people I'm so close to now. But that might not necessarily be the case at KSU. Who knows if I'll be fortunate to meet people like I did in Auburn. Infact I was convinced I'd never again have any friends as close as my childhood friends. But to my surprise my Auburn friends are at least that close to me now if not closer. I'm just so worried about being able to meet and make friends at KSU. I'm not necessarily expecting to meet super close friends like I did in Auburn cuz I'm pretty sure I lucked out there. But just friends in general. And the BCM at KSU is combined with SPU and there's not even a BCM building on the KSU campus. Of course the positive way of looking at it is I was worried about making friends before and look at the amazing friends I made in Auburn, so maybe that'll happen again... but I'm just really nervous about it.
The thought that I have to leave Auburn in 6 months just breaks my heart. There's so much about this place I love and so much I'm going to miss. The other side to it thoguh is if I knew I would be here 2 more years I think I would be dreading it and be sick of it in the end. So at least I'm leaving while I still love Auburn!
Auburn has been a dream come true for me! I have wanted to go here since I was 13! And I never even knew there was a junior college down here til 3 months before I graduated high school. Once I came down to visit it was just so perfect and I knew for a fact I was suppose to be here. And I felt so blessed that God would allow me to come to a place that I had always wanted to be. And it's been an amazing 3 years despite my rough start freshman year. I have grown up so much in this place and learned so much about life and myself. I will never forget the memories or people I met in Auburn and I will be forever grateful for my Auburn experience!
Monday, February 2, 2009
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