Growing up???

Wow, it's been a while. I definatly should've written before now. I meant to write an update on the 2 year anniversary of my mom and just never got around too it.
There's been a lot going on. A lot of changes...isn't that what college is all about?!
Speaking of college, I don't really feel like I'm in college....or more that I don't feel like I have a college life anymore. I def feel like for the first time I'm actually concerned about my grades and doing well. I've been making good grades and studying like crazy. But thats just it, I'm so focused on school it's almost like I'm turning into a complete adult with no kid left in me. I live in a townhouse that looks like my moms living room (prob cuz its all her old stuff) and I work on keeping a clean house, cooking, and studying. Where has my college life gone? All that late night fun I use to have is limited to certain days of small afternoon/evening fun as long as there's no test coming up. I live weekend to weekeend almost cuz thats when Marshal comes in town on game weekends and thats when i feel like im in college. Although, the football games havent been priority this year like they use to be. Up til this weekend i haven't even really cared about the game and it was more of an annoyance to get through football SAt than fun. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?! Is this called growing up?....cuz it's not too exciting! Although there's plenty of adults that like football. I am starting to get excited about this weekend though, thankfully.... I was starting to worry. I just miss the late night college adventures, now I'm a boring adult focused on the future. I knew I'd get there someday but I feel like its too soon. There's got to be a happy medium of some sort...and perhaps there is, I just need to find it!