Better than expected...

Well this is definaly a long overdue post! So much has gone on!
Move in was rough. I had no idea how much was involved in moving into a nonfurnished apartment! I was running on no sleep and couldn't sleep til I got everything done and it was insane for at least 2 days straight. I was a walking zoombie trying to finish getting the apartment together and definatly not fun to be around. But I finally got things together and it's looking realllly nice now!
I went home once I moved in and Marshal came to visit then I went to see my grents for the day. So I've been back and forth and haven't completly settled back into feeling like I really live here permently. I'm still adjusting. I'm doing much much better than I thought and DEFINALTY better than last year.
I found out the day before classes started that I wasn't registered cuz my dad forgot to pay. I was bawling and spent allll day Monday taking care of it. My dad felt really bad and I felt bad that he felt bad. It ended up all working out for the best but it def wasnt the greatest start to my third year.
Classes are good and I think they'll be ok. Math is going to be SUPER tough so I'm going ot have to find a tutor.I wasn't excited about starting school at all.... I mean realllly realllly not excited. But I do feel better after I went to classes today.
Tonight was the first night of BCM. My heart is heavy after tonight. After last year's welcome week I was scared to face another one. Last year was rough and totally caught me off guard but I didn't have the right attitude and I didnt handle the week the right way. This year I sorta was ready for it....not excited but ready. It so far has turned out to be AMAZING! Like seriously I have loved meeting all the new people. I think the BCM is turning into something even bigger and more amazing that it already was. There's tons of people coming and staying and it has been an amazing start. I have reached out and met so many people and have loved doing it. If you know me you know I'm a social butterfly but I also like staying near whats familar so me meeting all these new faces and loving it is a big deal. God is doing AMAZING things at the BCM! After tongiht I was soo fired up. I was almost in tears during service because I was so overwhemed with what all God is doing!
I also met someone really awesome tonight. I know its kinda odd I'm singling out one person to write about but this person and I have a special bond. I met a girl who has lost her mom too. We're going to Snow Biz tomorow to talk and I can't wait to be able to talk to someone who truely understands. I have wanted that for so long. It's like I instantly have a connection with her because of what we've been through. No one can understand unless they've been through it.
So this year is shaping out to be amazing. I don't want to jump the gun completly cuz it's only the beginning and I'm still adjusting. But so far so good!!